Dec 24, 2024

8 years ago I was in labour pain this time. My daughter was born at 2.45 am on 24th December.

Can't believe it's been 8 years. 

These days I feel excited about 2025. I have never felt this way about new year. May be some transformation is taking place I my mind. I feel a void. A vacuum. And I kind of like this lonely space. It allows you to BE. Just BE. 

Mukta

Dec 21, 2024

It's all lack of sleep 

1. The way we handle our emotions 

2. The way we project our feelings

3. Basically emotional intelligence is at a major loss the very next day when you don't sleep properly. 

I wonder how do we overcome this as new moms... 

"sleep when your baby sleeps" doesn't work really... 

Mukta

Dec 13, 2024

We should believe in miracles. Sometimes only miracles can save you. 

Guruji say_ the energy which is governing this vast existence with extreme precision,  can certainly take care of your problems. 

Waiting for a miracle is a real problem though. Our energies are sometimes not alligned to recieve blessings. So waiting brings even more anxiety. I believe, the daily chores help you in such times. The mundane normal tasks can keep you going in such times. 

Messy kitchen, laundry,  simple recipes and fruits, salads and yes your headphones are life saviors. 

Mukta

Dec 12, 2024

 Recently the Mahabharata series completed 10 years. (Saurabh Raj Jain as Shri krishna) 

What amazing work they have done..

They have a dialogue in one of the episodes..

Someone says that Arjuna is scared of war.

Draupadi replies "the finest warrior is always the most scared of war." 

What a deep statement.. 👏 what observation.. this series redefines Excellence...

Another favorite line ...

"छल का आशय यदि धर्म हो,  तो छल भी धर्म है "

Mukta

Dec 12, 2024

 I really feel nostalgic these days. Childhood was really simpler. We had simpler lives, simpler fights, simpler food, simpler movies, simpler music and really safe environment. 

Nowadays everything is so complicated and there is no beauty in life even after you have got everything materialistic in abundance. 

Gone are those days. I pity today's children's lives. Wrong is wrong.. even if everyone is doing it. Right is right ..even when not a single person is doing it...

Mukta

Dec 7, 2024

A private life is so precious. 

Mukta

Day 4, (Dec 4, 2024)

Best lines by Jakir khan (stand up comedian)

 Tere jaane ke baad mai jo rahunga,

Wo mujhse to nahi sambhlega

Pathhar bana liya hai khud ko

Ab kabhi kahi nahi pighlega

Kaam 19 chalega,  insaan 20 hona chahiye..

And needless to mention his poem

 'मैं शून्य पर सवार hu...."

Amazing he is!

Mukta

Day 3

It's Very late tonight.  But baby sleeps like a baby and a mom stays up like a mom.

They say_ sleep when the baby sleeps. Does not work. You have other tasks too.

Anyway these moments are precious for a mom.

Today, I realized that you actually have to let go of the past to move on to the future. Otherwise universe will keep putting you in the same situation again and again. Because you are not learning that one lesson. And it's not a one time task. From one moment to the next moment , you have to keep doing it...

Trying to practice this. You like really have to actually live it. Then only you graduate to the next level. Hopefullt , new type of experiences will come your way.. to indicate that you have graduated...

Tough school.. but fun...isn't it..

Mukta

Day 2

Emotions and feelings are such a big driving force. Your karma is highly influenced by these two. Nobody teaches anything about it to children or adults.. isn't it surprising.. and moreover we do teach to suppress them.. Modern!! 

Do you know a boy should not sit in one place in toddler phase to learn anything whatsoever.. whereas girls can be tought multiple things as they can sit normally in one place in same age group. Boys need to run, and jump and all that masti. Their (boys) hormones will act in such wrong way if they keep sitting in one place in toddler phase. 

What did I do today...

I underwent a CT scan recently. I got some kind of allergic reaction on my skin. I was unaware of it. I did not tell anyone. It subdued all by itself. Later my husband told me that some people develop irritation in skin due to those injections

Then I told him I too had such reaction. I was thinking it's winter and I did not drink enough water. He laughed. 

I was not well for 2 3 days.. Today I felt a lot better. I managed my tasks without mom yelling at me. The little one occupies most of my day. 

Listened to my favorite songs today...

Mukta

Dec 1, 2024

 I am here after a long time. We got the sweet news of pregnancy in February 2024 and our little one arrived on 26 Sept 2024.

I don't know how but my daughter always knew it will be 26 sept. The estimated date was 10 Oct. But from day one, she kept saying baby will come on 26 Sept. We tried for the best date as we have very talented astrologer in the house. I personally wanted 28. But it came exactly on 26 Sept. 

As they say, child gets to chose his or her parents. He arrived on 26 Sept 2024. 

People born in September live a royal life. They are talented and they know how to enjoy life.

I will write my blog everyday now. Today was day 1. 

Mukta